It stands grand and tall embroidered with colored glass and carvings,
But it is filled with so much empty space.
It preaches moral and how to love,
But it struggles to follow it's words of wisdom.
It watches it people, and does its best to care for them,
But it can not care for itself.
It sings hymns to lighten hearts
But It passes it's empty bowl over the many, begging for offerings of inspiration and affection
It gives safety and comfort, fulfills needs and wants,
But it prays for someone to notice that's it's bricks are cracked and it's brass is tarnished.
It's goes through the motions, striving to be everything expected of it,
But
I know these flowers
I think of them daily
And sometimes when I wave
The wave back to me
And it feels like the sun
Caressing me through the glass
To bring them inside here
I could never ask
We've never touched
Or know eachothers fragrance
Heard the other's laugh
Stood in eachothers presence
But I can't help but worry
Even though they can't see me
I hope that there happy
I miss them dearly
I remember their colors
And the way their petals fold
Each with their own beauty
Each of them glittering gold
Through their endeavors
Will they remember me?
Sitting behind this glass
I miss them dearly
I get into the car, connect my phone to charge,
and dissappear.
I notice the music isnt playing.
How long did it take me to notice?
Where am I?
I mull over the memory lapse as I stare out the window.
The window frames everything like a screen as we race down the curved highway. And I think of quarter slots. Hang on.
Everthing is surreal.
I'm floating in dark space peering out my glazed eyes like tiny windows on a spaceship.
I try to rationalize my sudden vicarious existence.
I search for a tether.
I know I can't stay like this.
I need to find my way back.
I flip through songs until I can sing along as if the music were a life line